Okay so clearly i havnt brought any new things into the DA of my life, but yes, i have been commenting alot. and alot of faves but what else is new.

Umm schools taken over life, along with home life, sooooo not alot of creativeness there (and the fact i still lack the knowledge of how to post things on here) but i also dont realy care lol.

I managed to get a job where i get to work at a photo studio and its truely amazing! I get to work with little kids all the time, and even tho there are the downsides like cleaning up the studio and goodie bags for promotional stuff, but you have to look at the upsides.

-Working with kids
-Touching up photos and learning those skills
-Having my designs posted in the public!!!

Things are just amazing there!

Anyways thats my lil blurb lol i really dont know what else to say...anyways! Take care everyone!! (and yes dont worry, im not dead )

Hey everyone,

How are all of you doing?
Sorry I havnt been around much. I havnt really had alot to talk about. Mostly because ive been keeping to myself.

But there has been a new turn in my life. And his name is Danny.
No hes not my boyfriend, But hes like my best friend in the world. I can go to him for anything. Truthfully since ive been hanging out with him, my life has been better. Ive been more positive and hes also been helping me out with being positive. For those of you who know me.. thast like a mircale. Hes also been working on my voice with me I love it. I miss him so much its insane. Even though i saw him yesterday.

So yes, i havnt been submitting anything, but thats mostly due to lack of inspiration. I swear, nothing has sparked me. I cant write any poems, my graphic designing had disappeared. Its quite upsetting. You think that me hanging out with danny would spark something, but hasnt.

So yes, thats all thats been going on, i might add on...

Ciao~

Alright...i know ive been quiet, but ive been busy i mean.. its the summer so, just like anyone else...they're busy.they have plans... well.. Ive been looking at some of my friends pictures and stuff seeing what they've been up to and all, and well.. Ive finally had it. I mean..... *takes a deep breath*...

So, you think you know your friends...correct...? Well in my sitch, i obviously dont...
Throughout school, i was in a musical at my school. And throughout that i made some really awesome friends, i mean, we'd spend every lunch together, go to eachothers houses... and yeah we became great friends, but i also had other friends that i hung out with at lunch cause they were appart of the group. Well, one of my friends had asked me adn one of the members of the gang aswell to go to prom with him..... At the smae time, so he'd end up having two dates. it was awesome, and we were gonna have a blast...or so I thought... What ended up happening was I sat down for the majority of it, and had gotten hurt cause the only reason why he had invited me was so it wasnt very awkward to our friend since he really liked her, and she really liked him, even tho she had a boyfriend, (yes she did break up with him before they got together). So, i was fine...it hadnt been my time to go..and so i learned a lesson... So that was that part, but this is my sitch now to knowing who my true friends are....

Now this is whats happening... Im looking through some of my friends pictures that they have on their site/profile w/e... and well i see everybody from the group i hungout with at lunch... all in a picture.. all together.. having a blast...but the thign was... i wasnt there, i wasnt invited i wasnt anything BUT forgotten.. I mean sure its fine, they dont have to have me there. But the truth is... i got really hurt. I mean i thought everyone there was a friend, but clearly they arnt.

Out of this whole thing, i guiess ive learned that i cant make friends... onyl aquaintences.. Seeing as the friends i have.. they're just.. not friend worthy... they just continue hurting me, and there really is no point in my doing anymore.... Sure I'll be there for people, but im just this bean bag people use... And no , im not trying to get people to feel sorry for me or anything, but this is just sometihgn i really needed to blurt out.... Its been builidng up so much inside of me... I mean with alot of other things, but this just ... it helped... so please dont lecture me, or anything on this...it just helped me out...thank you for those who did read it..and for those who didnt...its fine aswell....

Night
~4peace

Alright, yes, thats quite the random title but anyways....
Ive been up to quite abit. Schools finally over, which im happy about, i mean...school sucks. but it needs ot be done. Ive become more involved and have way more friends now, and might i add... getting myself into more trouble, but whatever. Sorry there havnt been many submissions, but i dont know if there will be more, but i will try. Life right now rocks so much!. Anyways, i might add more later, but who knows...

Ciao!!!!!

Recent: Well, thinking that i would work on a new DA ID. my photoshop programs are deciding not to work, so i appologize for not being able to make anything for a while....

~4peace

YAY! Thank you everyone! You helped me get to 2000 page views. Thank-you THANK-YOU! hehe ive been here for... 3 years now i think . And i made it, Thank you thank you thank you lol ok im done , but still thank you

~4peace